So what if the company called me to go for a second interview? I am so pissed that my parents disapprove me of signing the contract, if they didn't want me to go for it in the first place, they should have just said so, and not just wait until I have already fixed an interview date. They gave excuses like, my results are uncertain and hence things would happen along the way. In the past they said that overseas studies are too expensive and there's 1% chance that they'll send me away. And now, they have changed their mind so quickly?!

I was so angry that I didn't have appetite for dinner last night, so I skipped it. And yea they're angry again. I haven't been so angry for a long long time, screaming and shouting at the top of my voice in front of them. Haiz.

My parents also do not allow me to go for private tutoring (which is really a good pay) as they are afraid that the "families" are scammers and they would just do something bad to me. They're really thinking too much into it. So I asked my parents to introduce students to me and come to my house and then, they just kept quiet.

I also NEARLY went for other job interviews in the retail sector, but they didn't approve of it. I just wanted to try out different kinds of work, no harm right?! And of course, working in the food industry like selling ice-cream is a big no-no as they deem it to be jobs for the lower class of people and doing manual work would not be suitable for me.

Now I knew why I couldn't grow up, be more mature and independent. This is all thanks to my parents who are so protective and who always shush me off with the sentence "If you need money, just ask your father."